And also

It turns out that i am madly in love with someone ,who is my life , and my imagination never crosses him ,

Still i bump into such rough thoughts about relationships and life

And
Never love someone more than own self.
Never take anyone for granted.
Treat people like they were a part of your own flesh .
If they dont reciprocate dont care ,if they besmirch , kick their ass.
If you feel like spitting slangs on someone's face ,just do it ,its better than getting a heart attack out of suppressed anger.
Move with the zeigeist, you wont feel left out .
Money is everything ,just go after it .
If you feel looks are everything ,yes they are ,but than dont look at the person's heart.
In short ,live your life all own your own , as if there were just you ,you and you and all the beauty around you .
Who cares if someone's there .
Sometimes ,tastes don't match ,sometimes philosophies ,
even if you are in the same bed you still might feel the largest gap in this creation .
I guess there is no fulfillment outside.Sometimes i wish man were a hermaphrodite ,so that he didnt have to look outside for sexual gratification .
After its all about amorous love ,that we cant live without .Yes that is what it boils down to .
Gratification is our god .And every human chooses to find it another human .
Thats what it is .

Whenever i touch a baby ,i feel eternally connected to god.

Whenever i touch a baby ,i feel eternally connected to god.

You know what i would refer to attainment of sophistication ....

it is like removing unwanted hair from your body

There are certain days which cease to say no to you ..They keep on shouting ..YES ,YES ,YES.

There are certain things which have to happen ,and it is a law of nature ,crest ---trough---crest....

There are certain people you have to meet and it is probably written that you would meet them.

There are certain people you would love and thats inevitable ,it is beyond the parochialism of monogamy or monandry.

Yeah life is just inevitable .

EPILOGUE IN THE PIPELINE

DOUG ::"I THINK WE ARE DONE ON THIS . I PROBABLY DONT WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE .YOU HAVE SPLATTERED EVERYTHING YOU HAD WANTED TO OVER THESE DAYS .NOW WHAT ELSE??.LETS JUST GET ALONG OUR OWN WAYS .BYE.THIS IS THE LAST TIME I AM SEEING YOU ."AS HE MUTTERED THESE WORDS UNDER HIS BREATH ,HE HIMSELF COUDNT BELIEVE WHAT HE HAD UNINTENTIONALLY BLURTED OUT ,BUT AS THEY SAY LIFE IS A FICKLE BITCH AND ANGER MORE FICKLE THAN THAT .DID HE REALLY MEAN IT ??NO .NEVER .NOT AT LEAST TO THE PERSON HE LOVED THE MOST .HE KNEW SOMEWHERE AT THE BOTTOM OF HIS HEART THAT HER TEARS HAD BELIED HER HARSHNESS ,EVERYTIME THEY HAD .SHE HAD JUST BEEN STARKLY HONEST .WHAT ELSE ??BUT THIS TIME THE REFERENCE OF AN ALIEN HAD TORN HIS HEART APART .HE COUDNT BELIEVE IT ?? HOW COULD IT BE .

ISABELLA :: "YOUR WISH".FIGHTING THE UNCONTROLLABLE DESIRE OF DRAGGING HIS HAND OUT AND SAYING THAT I POSSIBLY COUDNT THRIVE WITHOUT YOU .
SHE GATHERED ALL HER BREATH ,SHE WAS BARELY BREATHING AND SAID ."IN THIS FATEFUL OCCASION CALLED LIFE ,UNFORTUNATE EVENTS ARE COMMON BUT WE STILL TRY TO REDUCE THE UNCERTAINTY AND DANGER BY WELCOMING COMFORT ,NOT DOING AWAY WITH IT .BY ALL CHANCES BY LOOSING ME TO THE PRECARIOUSNESS OF FATE TODAY YOU ARE LOOSING TO THE MORIBUND OF FATE SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL AND WORTHY THAT ALL MEN ,YES ALL MEN LOST WHEN THEY RIPPED MY SOUL APART AND ABANDONED TO THE MERCY OF HELL.I WILL SAY I STILL HAVE A FAITH AGAINST FATE ,THAT I WOULD FIND LOVE ,BUT GOD HATH MERCY ON YOU ,YOU WILL NEVER FIND IT EVEN IF IT IS JUST NEXT TO YOU".